day 7 of our amoxicillin allergy. on day 5 we were kinda getting better.. only about 20% of her body was covered.. instead of 70% But today (day7 ) we woke up, it has gone to both sides of her cheeks, and on her fingers, hands, feet, toes. Just about completly cover on all four limbs. Her back and belly has fortunately cleared up, so that’s good! but now it’s everywhere else. No fever! so we’re doing so good! I didn’t even know you can get an allergic reaction from amoxicillin.. ugh 😩 But at least I know now, so we won’t have to go through this again. last picture isn’t the edited one, so you guys can see how bad it really is. my poor sweets 🥺💕
Welcome to my life. . . . You don’t have to read this.. because i’m just ranting about how “shitty” my week has been. LOL but if you wanna read, that’s fine too . It’s been a rough week. Ellie got sick Sunday night. (Last week ) We all assumed the worse and thought she got coronavirus. Because everyone in the family had to go back to work, it made us all worry for her health. We were scared shitless. She didn’t feel so good, that she began to slowly stop eating and taking her milk. She’d probably ate aboht 2-3 bites of her food and began to feel fussy and uncomfortable. She only drank 2oz from her bottles, when on a normal basis, she would down an 8oz bottle in 2 minutes . We went to the doctor the next morning, and we found out that she had an ear infection. Thank god. sorta. UGH. But then the next few nights, she began running fevers again. Highest was 104.2.. We really didn’t want to take her to the hospital, especially with everything going on, you know. Fortunately, her fever did go down after taking some tylenol . A few days have passed now, she hasn’t ran a fever anymore, but now she’s starting to get an allergic reaction to the amoxicillin. Fun right? The first picture is her being so uncomfortable from the itchiness, that she cannot sleep. The second picture, is her falling asleep after I put some hydrocortisone on her to help with the itch . This has been one hell of a ride, that I don’t wanna ride again. I prayed every night for my kids health and that it won’t get too serious. It’s actually been pretty rough, I’ve been running on barely any sleep. My sister wants to get mad over a stupid harmless joke i made, and choose her boyfriend over me. (what’s new though, right? ) We’ve planned a trip to go to florida, which I’m most likely not gonna go because I can’t stand one of my sister or her boyfriend, at this point. They’re probably all gonna go without me, once again. no biggie. My feelings are only a little hurt. My son, doesn’t want to listen to me. My boyfriend also has been kind of moody over little things, but you know, whatever. I’m ok. I’ve done everything with a smile on my face, and i’m not gonna let it put me down . Thanks for asking
And then there will be days just like today. Where I will regret not being there for you. I regret letting us fall apart. I regret not talking to you for an entire year and a half. I regret not supporting you with your relationships. I should’ve just let it happen because they made you the happiest. I’ll never live it down. And I probably won’t forgive myself. I miss you so much, my heart. I miss everything we did together. How stupid and careless we were. I remember meeting you for the first time. Never thought that that day would change my life forever. I knew you were going to be my best friend that day, because of how fast we clicked! We started playing volleyball (with a white balloon ) in grandmas old living room. She yelled at us to not jump in the house. We found a way not jump so loud just so we could continue playing. You’re forever going to be my best friend. I hope in our next life, you’ll still be in my life and still be my best friend. I love you to the moon and back and I miss you so much. Rest easy, Kelley.
So much has happened in the last few days. My phone broke before I went into labor. So I’ve been using Johnnys phone for everything. Elijah got sick and then I gave birth to my other soul a few days later. I’m so thankful for everyone these last few days and I appreciate everyone’s help and support. Ugh it was the longest 9 hours of my life pushing her out, but she’s here and my family is complete. 💕
Some of you already knew, either because I’ve accidentally slipped it out or other people can’t keep secrets.. but some of you didn’t have a clue! This has been the longest & hardest secret I had to keep. And now that we got the important people out of the way & they all know... Johnny & I are expecting!! We can’t be any more happy than we are now. Elijah has been patiently waiting the last four months for his new sibling to come out to play with & is very excited as we are. I know he’s going to be a great big brother! Mommy & Daddy can’t wait for you to come & meet everyone! We’re waiting for you bunny! You’re already loved by so many. I can’t wait for you to come so we can shower you with hugs & love, my sweet angel. 💕